Sunday, July 31, 2005
Retail therapy is good. :) If only I print money.I was talking to a friend about how people used to chat over the internet. The "beng" era, where everyone was going "heyz" "nitez" "lehz" and adding 'z' to almost every other word. Goodness. I actually talked like that.
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Came back from Newton with some friends from next door. Here are some pictures...
Julia HuiShan
Joel Slut Whore ShiJue ShiYin JinRong
the toilet boys
spot LUSTY FACE.
Joel's butt. He had a classic fall. :)
JOEL GOH HAD A CLASSIC FALL!!! I can't upload the clip here, but I'll send you the clip. I guarantee you major laughs. haha.. Thereafter, we proceeded to Bitch's house to play cards.
(I'll send the photos and videos to you all when I see you all online.)
Nights!
Friday, July 29, 2005
A life of a hardworking JC student:Weekdays:
Wake up at 6am plus minus.
In school from 7am plus to on average 3pm.
Study.
Weekend:
Study.
Study.
Study.
Such monotony. Luckily my weekends aren't like that (yet?).
I hate JC life. I'm becoming so boring and stressful and I hate it. An outbreak yet again. *roar*
IZ Lim said I can pass my NAPFA. He WANTS me to pass. Sweet. "Everytime I see you, you will pull, and pull."
I'm in PES D. For the next three months, pending medical reports which need to be verified. I had another blood test done today, and that explains my absence from school.
don't forget me
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
The God's are treating me nice today.I woke up feeling good. Refreshed.
Fernandez was exceptionally nice. She let me take back the compre, and do it over the weekend! Oh my goodness. Hope she remains this nice, or even nicer!! :))
Econs mock tomorrow. I better start studying. Bleah.
And, hope you are feeling better. :))
Monday, July 25, 2005
The dam is long dry. But tonight, once again, the river is alive with activity, after a very long break. Discretely direct. I'm not being sensitive. Getting together is not the hardest part I realize. It's the aftermath treatment that hurts more.I shall now say more. If not, whinny and childish will I be branded.
The peanut came
just when the whole world seemed so blue.
Walnut, groundnut you say?
Aye, I'm none. I'm cashew.
And so the long months of chasing
the little nut.
The nutcracker.
Oh what a celebrated time.
Fast forward the hands of time,
and twenty o five has arrived.
A time of trials
and tribulations.
Things fly by
like a metronome set at 160.
I do not wish to complain
nor whine.
The purpose is just to free my heart
of the pain and sorrow kept inside.
The words pierce through
so discretely, yet direct.
Apologies for not being better,
for being the bane.
Apologies for not matching up,
and so foolishly wasting your time.
But from my perspective,
and I'm sure yours too.
Somewhere deep down,
you know what's true.
Thy heart melts when mine eyes meet thee's so sweet,
thy smile makes thou shine.
Lines all so familiar,
I hope it served it's purpose while it lasted.
I'll spare those hazel eyes
of my sorrow and pain.
Whatever else I wanted to say
shall remain unspoken.
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Some things are best left silent. All will understand my pain.
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Prata supper.ESPRIT discount.
Chomps supper.
Walk.
Run.
Cockroaches.
Snail.
Home.
My Saturday.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Watched A lot Like Love on Monday. Cineleisure was having some 7th anniversary thing or something of that sort. They didn't accept cash payments, so the bitch and I walked round town like 2 S-es (get the pun) and finally managed to get 3 straits times, which theoretically cost us $2.40. But equate it to 6 movie tickets, the 3 copies of The Straits Times cost more than $30. :)Tuesday was boring.
Today morning, I had the fright of my life. Mr IZ Lim was like " NAPFA today". Vikki and I were like.. *gasp* haha.. False alarm. We'll be tested next Monday. Phew. Blisters forming. And my back is aching from doing pull-ups. Hope it won't give way before the test. I don't want a broken back. *Roar* Stupid back problem. I read in TODAY that there is now an operation available. But, it would cost a minimum of $25k. heh.
The teachers have stopped catching me for coming to school late. Have they got sick of seeing my face every morning? haha..
I'm going to be an Indian boy tomorrow. Not a racist comment. I'm gonna wear this Indian costume for racial harmony celebrations.
Oh well, gonna sleep already. Tired. A very boring entry, on a boring night, because the boy that is blogging is leading a bboring life at the moment. (Trying to study study study) Oh well.
Nights people! :)
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Name your kid Shawn/Shaun/Sean. :)Baybeats again today.
School life has adversely disrupted my sleeping habits. Back in secondary school, I used to be able to sleep for 13-14 or even 15 hours straight. 1 year 7 months working for the white master, I can't seem to put through more than 8 hours of sleep no matter how tired I am. Weekends are supposed to be rest days, but I hardly get any rest. Grrr..
It's freaky how the Shawns connect. We can understand each other without completing sentences, we even think alike. Weird.
My entry proof is starring at me in the face now. How tragic. Do you remember the last time something called entry proof appeared in front of u? It was the first time something like that appeared. We got all excited over it, and highlighted the exam days. We printed extra copies and strike off papers that were completed. And on the last day of the examinations, we crushed it up and threw it away, with "victory" cries?
That was the O levels. The A levels are different. Take General Paper(GP) for example. GP, quote, is fucked up. They expect 18 year olds to act mature, and present views of 38 year old people unquote. Said by a GP teacher in one of the top 5 colleges. It's nothing like English Language. And the weird thing is that those who pass are those you least expect to pass. I feel ashamed to go back to Secondary school and tell the teachers I'm failing GP. I was one of the 4 pupils in secondary school who had an A1 in English. And look at my current situation. No doubt I'm improving recently, having passed my mid years and all, it's just sad. GP is not a true reflection of one's standard of English. [/edit] So stop generalising good english= should pass GP and vice versa. Teachers included.
Physics is practical, no questions about that. But how often will one use such theories in real life? Unless of course you plan to be an engineer. *rolls eyes* Same goes for Mathematics.
And economics. I don't know what to say.
You see, subjects taught in JC are in a way, useless. No matter how pro JC you are, you must admit that JC is just a stepping stone for entering the University. There are many among us who have no ambition, no future plans. There are a few who have plans, and are just using JC as a safer stepping stone to enter the University. The latter, I admire. The former, I feel sorry for you.
Would you want to spend the rest of your life doing something which you might not like? Think about it. It's just like you entering JC and dreading it for two years. But this time round, you'll be dreading it for 40 years. I hated entering JC. Detest. It is only until recently that some sense was knocked into me, that hey, JC is nothing. Get a good set of results and you will be free to go anywhere, free to choose what you want to take in the University. I'll be awaiting that day. Aim for the Prelims: A A C/D B3
Photos of the past makes me smile, but that's another story for another time.
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Baybeats. I'm scared to go.Last night, MR SSS went out.
6 pack.
5 of us.
4 got wet first, (before the last one joined in.)
3 S's.
2 girls.
1 night.
We took in a beautiful sight. MR SSS played with water. MS fell into a trench and got wet. Splash! Splash! Laughter. We settled down and looked up into the clear night sky, with the many twinkling stars. We sat round, enjoying each others company under our thousand-star canopy. Music filled the air. It'll be a night etched in my memory for a long time to come.
Nothing more needed to be elaborated. Some things are best kept secret. Besides, it was an almost perfect night, a night which words aren't enough to describe. An almost perfect night.
To MR SS(S), thanks. To MR, please delete that awful recording. I can sing better than that la ok? Ask me sing properly next time. :)
The stars, the talk, the long island, the call, the pool. All came racing back. National day.
No soccer today. I feel fat and lazy. My arm's still a little strained from yesterday.
The warm afternoon is getting into me.
And where are you huh!! Video ezy how? PIGGGG!!! :):)
Slut and Bitch!! Let's do something together!! It's our last year, let's leave with a bang. haha..
More updates to come! :) Cheers!
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
I could be the happiest boy alive today! Woo Hoo..Anyway, life's pretty grey. It's back to study mode again. About 8 weeks left to the prelims. Ah well. Bleah.
Video ezy on Saturday ah? Don't forget! I'll put it big big so u can remember! haha
I'm majorly sunburnt, or so, says everyone. Oh well, vitamin D is good. :)
I'm not in a blogging mood now, so yup, a longer and better post next time round! nites!
Sunday, July 10, 2005
how is it possible for two people who were once so close to suddenly become like strangers is such a short space of time.Pardon the language of this entry ok? I'm in a pretty fuck-y mood.
Some mid year results have come back and it's pretty fucked. Oh well, since when was JC related things good? JC spells hell. So to those dying to come to JC, here's an advise. FUCK OFF. You won't regret it.
The weather is so fucked. One day it's so hot, the next day it's raining like hell. And the radio is playing fuck songs. There's nothing to watch on TV. I have no DVD's or VCDs to watch too. haha.. I need to go to video ezy soon. *hint hint to someone* haha
On a different note, I'm getting tanner every week.
And I'm starting to appreciate Chinese songs. Music certainly calms the soul. Bang the keys, blow a tune, or listen to GOOD music will do wonders.
Thanks to those people who have made my life more enjoyable. I don't want to mention names, but you all know who you are. Thanks for making me enjoy life, and for erm, showing me the love? haha.. Thanks!
My mum's bugging me to let her use the com so I'll update again soon! Till then, may all your wishes come true! Enjoy and take care! :)
Monday, July 04, 2005
Everyone's drunk. Well, almost everyone. Sobre liyun, sobre me. haha..It's early in the moorning on a holiday. Happy holidays everyone!! :)
I did some soul searching last night. Theraputic. The sky was partly cloudy, the air was fresh, scattered stars twinkle, and a lone snail was making its long journey back to the grass.
Thoughts flashed by, and my mind was in a whirl. The good i've done, the sins i've made, the people i've upset, the people whose life i made an impact on, things i did in secondary school, my friends, and i still remember you.
Life's too short to keep doodling on the past. Yet, much as i try not to think, the past seems like the most "secure" thing in life. I've moved on(or have i?). What is counted moving on?
Sigh. Life is peachy.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
I was near the Chinatown branch of Hotel 81 and it was most hilarious looking at the people going inside that place.