Friday, December 31, 2004
12 months ago, I stepped into this little blue school along Whitley Road. There, strange faces greeted me. 3 months later, some friends left, some stayed, and new ones came. I made a choice to do a different subject. It lasted one year.Then, there is this period of time where i wondered whether i made the right choice. That thought still lingers in my mind. Things like what would have happened if i took other subjects, if i went to other JC's, if i went to poly. Did i make the right choice? Hmmm...
2004 claimed the lives of many innocent people. The recent Tsunami, the war, the bird flu... Hopefully, 2005 will be a better year for all. (World peace. :D)
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Christmas is 12 days right? how come Raffles City is already taking down their Christmas tree? mmm.. Singapore. we want to celebrate it, yet we don't want to follow the tradition fully.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
and to you "donation collectors" in town. please, don't show attitude when we don't buy anything from you okay? tell you politely that we don't want to buy, yet you insist on talking, and when we reject youagain, you show attitude? c'mon. you can do better than that.
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and this particular cab driver from Comfort. i'm going to write in to Comfort and complain about you ok? I'm not going to destroy your rice bowl by giving your name or txi number.
look, i'm sorry for not telling you before hand that i'm going to pay using a $50 bill. i mean, if you have no change, you jolly well tell me before hand lahz! i remembered this one driver who asked me whether i had small change before driving me.
i don't blame you for not having change. it's my fault for not telling you. but come on! you have to charge me for driving me to change my money? and then you had to scold me? that's pushing it okay. you are lucky that iwas too tired that day to fight. but you will get it sooner or later.
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and to those poor shop assistants who have to work on public holidays. please be nice yes? i mean, you do get extra pay to work on that day. so, plesae sound more friendly.
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ok, end of bitching session. i feel soooo much better. :D
Monday, December 27, 2004
the designer mouse i got from darling
Sunday, December 26, 2004
merry christmas to one and all!Well, an update of my Christmas.
Christmas is a time where you spend times with your loved ones. This year, i got a chance to spend my Christmas with my baby. Now, i do love my parents(most of the time) mind you. But this year is special. It's our second Christmas together.
Watched Sleeping Beauty on Ice on Friday. It's darn good. Go watch it if you can yes? The costume, ice skating skills... simply great.
Spent 2 nights at her place. Had a wonderful time.(Nothing funny happened okay?)
Caught Love actually the second time. The first time wasduring Christmas last year. A sense of Dejavu yes? haha..
Love the present girl. She gave me a designer mouse. hee :p thanks baby.
ah well, i gotta sleep early. have to go to school tomorrow to do some business.
ciao, and happy holidays!
love you baby
Friday, December 24, 2004
LATEST NEWS:I'M GONNA DROP LIT. SO IS CHERYL. AND WE'LL BE BACK IN T19. YES. *GRINS*
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! BLOODY F@#$!$%!! I HAVE JUST BEEN NOTIFIED
THAT CHERYL AND I ARE GOING TO BE TRANSFERRED TO T06!! T06!!!
HELP MEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
my mum woke me up not too long ago and asked me to call TJS urgently.. so i was sleepy and my mind was not in order. and the news came. i was like okay.. then when i put down the phone, i was like " f#$%@!!! what did he just say?"
how how??!!!
FUCK YOU....!!! I DON'T LIKE YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU AND YOU!
GO AWAY
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
i'm back from korea... here are the details of my trip..day 1
food: sucked
places visited: boring
day 2
food: sucked
places visited: boring
day 3
food: sucked
places visited: everland theme park was okay
day 4
food: sucked
places visited: sking was fun though i fell many many times
hot spring was ok too, though japan's hot springs were better
day 5
food: sucked
places visited: boring
day 6
food: sucked
places visited: boring
day 7
food: sucked
places visited: boring
so basically, the trip was boring and the food sucked.. well, maybe some of the food they gave us were okay, like ginseng chicken and fried meat.. but generally, the food sucked. there would be cold vegetables, kimchi, meat, vegetables to wrap the meat, and soup with seaweed. the food was either tasteless, or too salty.
there is nothing to buy in korea. nothing.
and i missed my baby baby so damn much..
no snow.
yup, so, there you are. you might want to think twice before going to korea. well, maybe if they had brought us to the DMZ, the trip would be slightly more interesting.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
i'm blogging this from korea using a touch screen com. how cool is that?Sunday, December 12, 2004
so here i am, blogging.. abstract entries eh(the previoious few).. ah well, such is life.i'm off to Kimchi land on monday night.
The shining star
A night not too long ago,
a helpless man found a shining star.
And since then,
his life has changed for the better.
Before he found the star,
a miserable controlled life he led.
He was forced to do things he didn't like,
and he was reprimanded along the way too.
He had no power, no say.
And courage is what he lacks.
The helpless man had tried in vain many times,
to break free from the bond.
He shouted and cried,
resistance he did show.
But the chain around his neck is too strong
for the poor man to break free.
Then came this little star,
which had trouble lighting up.
The man got acquainted with this star,
and soon the star brightly shone.
The star had the same problem before,
though not as severe.
The star gave him strength and courage,
to battle all his fears.
The shining star gave the helpless man hope,
and this made the man stronger.
He is the man he is today-no more helpless
All thanks to the shining star.
Saturday, December 11, 2004
The poor lone sad soulIn pursuit of a better future,
the lone soul battles
with fire, monsters and rain.
All he has with him
is but a shining star.
Fire rages beneath
and grows stronger as the days go by.
For the fire has been burning
for the past eight years at least,
if not more.
There were chances to extinguish the flame,
But the lone soul didn't do so.
As the old flame grows stronger,
a new flame grew-one called
Desire.
And there were monsters along the way
which tormented that poor soul,
roaring and forcing the poor chap to go where he didn't want to.
The lone soul had no power.
So he just had to follow.
There were many battles
but the lone soul lost every single one.
That didn't stop him.
He will continue and persevere
to see the light at the end of the cave.
What's his cause, you might ask.
Well, for the shining star of course.
That sad sad soul found this star not long ago
and that has since been his motivation.
And courage too.
If not for the star,
that poor soul would be lost.
For the star keeps telling him
Have no fear, I'm here.
And so, the lone soul perseveres.
Thank you, shining star, for giving the light.
The poor lone soul isn't so lost now
with the new courage and desire he has found
to pursue something he will prefer.
For a better future! He smiles and says.
Friday, December 10, 2004
fuck.. my blogger went to china.. EVERY DAMN WORD IS CHINESE!!! HELP!!!!A... luckily, i can post in english..Monday, December 06, 2004
ok, so the bus was relatively crowded and YOU wanted to sit.the last row has 5 seats.
a man occupied 1.5 seats on the left.
i took the center seat.
an old grandma took the seat next to me.
and so, one seat left on the extreme right.
then comes this humongous chunk of meat who stank. and he looked around. and he just had to sit inbetween me and the other man. yes, this huge lump of fat had to squeeze onto a 0.5 seat. like what the fuck. if you are as slim as me, fine. but do understand your massive size yes? you can sit next to the grandma if you wanted. but you must squeeze next to me?
and what's worse? you had to glare at me? what is your problem mister? hope you understand what fuck means, cuz i scolded you that. yes, as i left my seat, i said 'fuck, what's wrong with standing?'.. and then i stared at him.
bitchy? ha. i hate people whoo ccupy more than one seat. you aren't that big you know. and i hate people who want to squeeze and sit on the "0.5 seat", especially if i'm the one next to you.
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recently, i read in the forum(if i remembered correctly) about this lady complaining about people putting their legs on the back of the seat in front of them. she said that it is very irritating and wants people to stop doing that.
i do agree that it is irritating, especially if the fella behind keeps putting pressure. but people have long legs and the space inbetween is not enough for them. that is why they have to do that. you mentioned that you are small built. well, that's the problem. you don't understand how uncomfortable it is.
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while on the subject, i have to say this. i hate people who keep kicking your chair. cinema, plane blah blah. it is bloody irritating. you are enjoying the movie and there is this rhythemic thud on your back. it is usually done by the kids lahz huh.. parents, please control your kids.
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and oh, have i mentioned this before? i hate people who don't bother to hold the door for you. in the LTs, restaurants, entrances blah blah. where are your manners? didn't your mum teach you how to behave? ok, so what if i'm a boy and you're a girl. that doesn't mean you can just slam the door at my face without looking back. guys too. even if you don't want to hold the door for other guys, at least be a gentleman and hold the door for the girls.
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i hate bitchy teachers. go bitch to bf or gf. don't come into class and show off the bitch within you. students hate it.
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if you bump into someone, it is only polite to say sorry. let me share this incident with you. i was walking along far east. there was this father carrying his child. as he walked passed me, the kid kicked me. and guess what this father did? he gave me a stern face and made a "tsk" sound. what is your problem? your kid hit me and you get pissed? you deserve the glare i gave back to you. and i hope you heard what i said LOUDLY as i walked away. you deserved it.
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i hate people who lack manners and common sense. maybe that explains our low ranking in customer service?
Sunday, December 05, 2004
alone in the darkmind in a whirl.
uncertain of the future,
he can only moan.
all these need not be,
if there were two understanding people.
now the wrath of disinterest sets in,
and poor him has to pay.
the joy he shows
is but a cover-up.
would real happiness come
should the boy choose a different path?
memory is not his forte,
which can obviously be seen.
he longs for something else,
which he can't quite get just yet.
but there is hope.
a glimmer, but still hope.
could the hope be here
comunicações maciças?
Thursday, December 02, 2004
congratulations to Taufik.. you rock.. haha.. well, i guess SLY will have to smell the dust.. you just have this ah beng face which ah lians like. that's all. really. you can't even pronounce properly. open your mouth BIGGER, boy.. then the words can be articulated. but oh well, at least you have come this far and i guess thats an achievement.ah well, people here are so shallow. a cute face deserves votes? c'mon. so what if he's an idol? will he be your bf or sth? and do you want singapore to be humiliated in world idol? SLY doesn't even understand what our dear Ken says. how do you think he will take comments given by more sarcastic and frank judges? please.
good thing Taufik won.
enough said.
i didn't know i am worth that much.. (look below).. haha.. baby, dun jealous lahz.. it's just a dumb quiz yea? i still love you. :)
people say relationships that haven't started are the most romantic. i'll say our love will be a lifelong journey.. nothing beats having you to grow old with =)
I'm worth $2,853,837.22! How much are you worth?
