Wednesday, June 16, 2004
okay world.. i shall study. i shall be a mugger. i shall be the CJ nerd which i was telling everyone about when i opted to come to CJ. okay world. you shall not hear from me for a few days. will treat the computer as non-existant.
the damn weather is killing me!! argh!!! snow, fall in singapore! how on earth can i concentrate when the weather is so hot and humid? gees.. and i've been eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and eating........
all the temptations to do the things i want shall be put on hold till after the exams.
till the next time i blog, miss all of u lots!!
ciao~
3:20 pm |
upset
you ask?
you'll find out in due time.
this is how it felt when
you told me during the party.
i'm sorry its like this.
but this is the way it has to be.
too bad for
you.
i'm not enjoying this okay?
it pains me.
but
you deserve it.
what
you promised me, all broken.
this is how i feel when promises are broken.
though small, i believe it should be upheld.
now torture
you say?
ha!
serves
you right for breaking the promise.
whats more?
you didn't even tell me
you broke it.
i had to find out myself!!
myself!
that makes it worse.
1:23 am |
the previous entry holds no meaning.
at this moment in time at least.
just when i started to forget, i get reminded yet again.
i believed
you when you said it.
but today, i figured that what
you said was a
lie.
a total
lie.
why do
you always do this?
i allowed the stuff
you wanted to pass.
yet this lie
you told was not in the deal.
you said
you don't anymore.
you said it!
but what in the world happened?
i do believe
you when
you say the other 'it'.
but i just can't understand
you.
you promised.
what
you wanted, i gave.
well, almost all requests.
but
you haven't.
mine are small.
can't
you give me something back in return?
just a few little things?
dammit!
angry?
nay~
disappointed?
nay~
yeah right!
my day has just been spoilt.
it certainly has.
maybe this will motivate me to study and be more focused.
i can't be bothered.
at least until i cool down.
go read.
so
you better reflect.
go reflect.
r e f l e c t.
then again,
you would promise.
how can i believe now?
you may still do it.
i'm sure you would.
can't help it then.
but
you know how i would feel.
but, i'll try not to show it.
i'll try.
but deep down inside, its alive and burning.
so, feel it.
12:58 am |
m i s s.
m i s s e d.
m i s s i n g.
12:01 am |
Monday, June 14, 2004
played badminton for 2 solid hours today.. then went to eat, then plyed soccer.. haha.. wonderful.. played all these with
hao and
chu..
sigh.. i need to get down to
serious revision..
seriously!!! but i can't seem to make myself study. its june for crying out loud!!! argh... okie.. shall motivate myself..
sigh.. i dunno what to do......
11:41 pm |
Punched by Ali,
my poor body.
Sliced like tomatoes,
my poor finger.
11:28 pm |
Saturday, June 12, 2004
studying has been errrrs... progressing.. haha.. die.. hope i make it through CJ's mid-year exams.. wld they slaughter us all? mmm.. only way to find out is to take the exams, which happens to be like 2 weeks away? yupz.. haha..
wen's been cycling at my place almost every other day in preparation for his comp.. gd luck!!
lame jokes building up... slowly.. haha.. but still, at least i have some to counter the
lame queen when i get hit by some.. haha..
need...... to...... exercise..... tummy's becoming like a mass of flubber.. bouncy bouncy.. haha.. at least i'm gaining some weight.. yay!!! haha..
haven't been going online for some time.. not in the mood.. haha..
okie, shall go now.. i'll cyaz in a dew days time.. perheps? haha.. adios!!
1:24 am |
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
June has come.
Alas!
The holidays are here.
Yet this year,
though,
holidays are here,
it doesn't seem so near.
Previously,
holidays equal out out out.
June this year,
study study study, have no fear,
for the mid term's here
to suck you dry.
One two three four
plus here root there.
Ho Ho Ho's here
to make you fear.
3D trigo and binomal
are two such topics
that i fear.
Though there's more,
thou shan't say
math really sucks
i would say.
goh and kweeeeee
the names all remember.
Two little jokers,
from theatre number 6.
This the subject few fear.
But
still, the fox's lurking
ready to pounce on
over confident bluies.
Then there's Physics,
now what is that?
Newton Newton
is that it?
Little brains we give to thee,
yet what we get in return
are freeze dried peas.
last is lit,
but first is tested.
Pang and T with
Nathan and me.
pass or fail is up to me,
endure and enjoy is what
Issac Lim would tell me.
Ha ha ha ha
no more medcine.
one month's peace is
our redemption.
Underwear wet wet,
we love mass PE.
Shouts like these,
are burried far far away.,
And now,
back to studying,
for studying is fun.
Four three two one
and the poem's done.
~me
12:22 am |
Monday, June 07, 2004
went to snow city yesterday with ming.. had lotsa fun in the 'snow'.. lolz..
met her today again in s'goon gardens club for dinner.. then went to brownbox for supper? haha..
studying will commence tmr.. good luck to me:)
12:15 am |
Friday, June 04, 2004
bored
dying
stress.
12:12 am |
